To BE or not to BE!!!!!!

I quit !!! i hate to say this words or even hear some1 else saying it ….. recently i went to see 3 idiots when the guy commits suicide and he writes I quit on the wall it sucks I cannot think of quitting any thing in my life or my life itself for that matter…… but recently I was so stressed in life I thought the  idea of quitting the one thing I loved most “dreaming” was easier. I was not even an average student in my engg life I sucked at it I found my passion in graphics instead …. I havent worked harder in my whole life as I would have worked in the last 2 months I thought I love this work even if I was getting paid like peanuts I din think bout money than ….. suddenly my passion turned into obsession of being something I always dreamed of . Everything I did seemed so small not just to my parents but to me too … I had made up my mind to follow my dreams no matter what I will fight every 1 but its easier said then done …. I realized I cudnt fight them nemore ….. my parents asking me to take up govt job instead or ppl asking me why i changed my field from engg to advertising .Earlier it was fun to fight but suddenly I found I have no strength to answer ne1 instead I had started asking the same question to myself … was I doing the rite thing, m I in a right profession ? quitting seemed simple then ….I dream big real big ..I walk on the road lik I m the future ceo … rofl but its true … money matters to me … they say money cant buy everythng but I like to believe it does ..
” FAITH” is an important word to me I believe in me  … but suddenly I was forced to doubt if I actually had it in me ……
losing confidence is a terrible thing  I knw how life can change in just 15 mins I have seen it n felt it too…. I wan to prove it that I have it in me to be der where i c myself its not easy not following the herd …. it takes a lot of pain to go down the road where people don wan u to go …. but neways who are they to decide, I do things I like or I believe in, even if they mean to prove wrong later … coz life is  RnD n u cannot go to heaven if u don’t want to die .

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